Ok so not quite 1 a day…

Ok well I have decided to cut all pretence that I am ever fully gonna make an effort to write on this everyday cause guess what kids… my life just ain’t that interesting! So instead what I will do is basically what I’ve always done – post when the feeling takes me and most importantly when I have something worth saying! Today is one such moment… These days I constantly find myself getting hung up on dreams, fantasies, things I wish could be but that in reality, probably never will be. I despise myself for this. However despite being able to accept my short comings – this feeling, this happiness, this heart break, this joy, this sorrow – it really is just something I can’t/wont/am not ready to deal with. A very close friends once said to me that it is better to live knowing exactly where you stand, than to live dreaming of where you may be. I dunno is he is right or not… you tell me?

This week has lots to look forward too and lots not. I shal march on taking every day in my stride  – and so the constant search for a solution to my predicament, continues…